La Guerre part II

O sweet spontaneous
earth how often have
the
doting

     fingers of
prurient philosophers pinched
and
poked

thee
, has the naughty thumb
of science prodded
thy

     beauty     &nbs p;    how
often have religions taken
thee upon their scraggy knees
squeezing and

buffeting thee that thou mightest conceive
gods
     (but
true

to the incomparable
couch of death thy
rhythmic
lover

     thou answerest

them only with

     spring)

[I was in the mood for some poetry today, and you already know how much I love e.e.cummings…]

Teach these eyes to see

Of what world do you partake when outward you look?  Or inward even?  Or is it inwardly out or outwardly in?  I feel they be equals in your eyes, halfworlds in the one case, and halfworlds in the other.  For see we not all that you see.

Could I make the journey with you?  I fear the road impassible for all but gods, yet still I must ask.  Your beck rends from me all but good.  I wish to follow.

For my own reflection seen in your eyes tells me of worlds both youngold and oldyoung.  Even the universe pleads for but a moment in those places only you know.  There, where shadows dance with light and stars with worlds, where galaxies take shape on your breath, where universes unfold like petals just to see you smile, there is where I want to be.  Mine eyes ache of desire to consume that which you take for granted.  Or perhaps you don’t.

Secrets shatter under your gaze as watchfulness and understanding intertwine to pierce the shrouds of mystery which blind all other life.  But to have such vision, I fear, methinks I needs be as you, be stood upon high where other gods reach upward to touch your feet.

Already your soul guides me.  Darklight by moon and lightdark by sun, and I find my way by your lamp.

Given so much already you have, I know, yet one more gift I must request: Teach these eyes to see.

A close-up of Grendel as he looks out the window (189_8986)

[Grendel]

‘The Beloved’: How would you describe love?

For each heart upon which is bestowed even the smallest gift of love, the mind interprets the magic according to its own experiences.  Each smile enriches the memory while each pain darkens it.  How then would you describe love?

A woman, her eyes melancholy, passed by and, sighing, said, ‘Love is a deadly poison, the breath of black adders writhing in Hell, flowing and swirling through the sky until it falls covered in dew, only to be lapped up by thirsty spirits. Then they are drunk for a moment, sober for a year, dead for eternity.’

A rosy-cheeked girl passed by and said, smiling, ‘Love is a fountain whose waters the spirit brides pour into the spirits of the strong, making them to ascend in prayer among the stars of night and to sing songs of praise before the sun by day.’

[. . .]

A handsome man with open features passed and gaily said, ‘Love is celestial knowledge that lights our eyes and shows us things as the gods see them.’

A blind man passed, tapping the earth with his cane, and weeping, he said, ‘Love is a thick mist enshrouding the soul on all sides and veiling the outlines of existence from it — or allowing it to see only the specters of its desires wandering among the rocks, deaf to the sounds of its own cries echoing in the valley.’

A youth carrying a guitar passed and sang out, ‘Love is a magical ray of light shining out from the depths of the sensitive being and illuminating all around it. You see the world as a procession traveling through green meadows, life as a lovely dream erected between wakefulness and wakefulness.’

Random Thought

Give me the storm and tempest of thought and action, rather than the dead calm of ignorance and faith! Banish me from Eden when you will; but first let me eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge!

— Robert G. Ingersoll

In your eyes

Reflected on rain-soaked glass dance the memories of what is but is not.  Only the moments forever relegated to history can be seen there.  Yet how often I feast upon images of contentment, of love.

Even as the predator takes at will, I lose myself in his eyes.  How can I be so enslaved?

A close-up of Vazra's face (168_6882)

[Vazra]