Busy busy busy

After a week dealing with the hell that is “on call,” my work has not yet ended.

Tomorrow I spend most of the day working on a project that begins at 8 a.m. and ends when it ends.

Oh, then there are the chores and the errands and the tasks. . .and most importantly, The Kids.

And there’s the writing and reading and eating and. . .

Well, you get the point.

I’m ready to move on now.  I’m ready to find another job—one preferably married to relocation—where I can work my 8-5 and spend the more important time getting Dreamdarkers out the door, getting started on the first volume of End of the Warm Season, and getting a clear focus on living rather than surviving.

Guest

I said: “I hope some of the photos are presentable.”

Last Wednesday, a “leopard cub (or so I like to call them), the child of giant leopard moths (a.k.a. eyed tiger moths or great leopard moths; Hypercompe scribonia),” came to visit unexpectedly.

I first encountered the adult back in May 2006.  I then enjoyed a bit of exposure to a young’un in August 2007.  And while at the family farm in September, I once again saw an adult, only then I was able to get much closer.

Regrettably, I didn’t recognize the first child I saw and, therefore, had no clue as to whether or not the furry little critter could sting.  Caterpillars with hair should never be handled unless you’re sure on that point.

Only later did I realize it presented no threat.

So when Larenti and I discovered this most recent visitor, I greedily snatched up the opportunity to visit with the little beast.

Without further tongue wagging from me, here are some photos showing how the visit progressed.

These caterpillars have no natural defenses other than to roll into a ball and hope for the best.  Despite their red markings when in this position, they have no toxic weapons with which to fight predators.  Curling up and showing their crimson is the pinnacle of what they can do when threatened.

And so this one did precisely that when I picked it up from the patio floor and carried it inside.  How those hairs felt alien, ticklish, bizarre against the palm of my hand.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

I placed it gently on a notepad to give it time to relax.  In that the first one I photographed remained in this position for almost 30 minutes, patience was the word of the moment.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

Finally, ever so slowly, it unraveled, much like a flower’s petals unfold with a stillness we can’t imagine.  I barely moved for fear of pushing it back to its reclusive position.

Yet, after much time, it did become full of life from a lifeless calm, and it began to move.  So I offered it a hand.

And up it climbed.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

And up it climbed some more, taking hold of my sweatshirt and continuing its journey upward.  And upward.  And upward.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

When at last it reached my shoulder, its path took an abrupt turn.

Across my chest it marched.

A bit of discovery ensued as it tickled my neck with its marching before a slow swoop took it back to my neck, back to my chest, and forward—at least from its perspective.

Upon discovering my other arm, I laughed as it crawled back toward the desk, back toward where it began this exploration.

Then it landed upon my right hand whence it explored as though finding some new world.  I suppose, from its perspective, it was a new world.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

Fingertips became a precipice unfathomably high.  Yet its tiny little legs clung to me like tape.

A giant leopard moth caterpillar (a.k.a. eyed tiger moth or great leopard moth; Hypercompe scribonia)

No more a smile than a gaping wound on my face, I teetered on the edge of blissful oblivion as it explored, reached, walked, climbed, tarried.  All this, no less, upon a single hand.

Magical.

When last did you visit a jail?

Much gratitude to Theriomorph for sharing this.

What motivates the murderer, rouses the rapist, and thrills the thief?  The same curiosity that begs those questions with each news report you see likewise fuels your desire to visit a zoo.

Look at the caged animals, you think in both cases.  Just look at them, each restrained in their respective cells, each incarcerated for whatever crime they committed, each held behind cold bars and safety glass meant to distance you from the truth of it all.

But what crime have animals committed that lands them in such jails?

Oh, wait a minute!  You don’t tour your local criminal holding tank to snap photos, to point and laugh, and to be entertained, and you certainly don’t do it to gain an understanding of that which is so alien to you.

Yet you participate in that very crime each time you pay a zookeeper to grant you access to the nature defiled by entrapment and enslaved for your enjoyment.  They are nothing more than whimsical objects to be patronized in alien environments, abused for your pleasure, and mistreated so that you can sleep at night thinking you know something about wildlife for having visited your local jail.

You know nothing more about that wildlife than you do about the criminals you don’t visit.

I have abhorred and avoided zoos for more than two decades.  The closest I’ve come to them has been wildlife parks, and even then I’ve forgone the experience for several years in light of my own understanding, my own feelings about such things.

“And what might that be?” you ask.

To wit:

THE BEAR TAKES seven steps, her claws clicking on concrete. She dips her head, turns, and walks toward the front of the cage. Another dip, another turn, another three steps. When she gets back to where she started, she begins all over. This is what’s left of her life.

Sound familiar?

Then go read this series of excerpts from a book I must have: Thought to Exist in the Wild: Awakening from the Nightmare of Zoos.

It beautifully speaks to my very thoughts on this subject.  It rends the heart of anyone not heartless, and it stabs again and again at that trait of humanity which, as I’ve made clear, we humans seem to have forsaken: being humane.

I realize the article is long.  I realize you might have to forget about some menial task or selfish intent so that you might read it all.  But do just that: read it all.  Read it and comprehend it and feel the words as much as you understand them.

This is who we are, poppets, and what we ask our children to become.  This is the legacy of life we drain from the world around us for whatever reasons we can justify.

This is the horror of what we have become in our quest for “civilization.”

I beg of you to read it sincerely and fully.