Given my fascination with tattoos, piercings and working out, you undoubtedly realize my overriding interest in body modification.  No, I'm not talking about excessive changes (I won't be covered in tattoos from head to toe and I won't be pierced in every conceivable place).  I am of the mind, however, that it's my body and I can do with it as I please — meaning making changes to it until I'm happy.  We're all given the clay to work with, the question is whether we're willing to try and mold something out of it.  In that spirit, I'm creating a new section on my site to track my body stats.  As you might have guessed, it's called Body.  I'll be updating it as often as I feel appropriate — which means as I make progress in achieving my goals and feel I've made enough gains to warrant an update.

I finally had enough of being someone I wasn't, of pretending to be the same as everyone else, of trying to fit in with a self-deprecating projection of falsehood.  As I mentioned in a previous post, I've spent the last two years trying desperately to be someone else while at work.  Well, I reached my limit recently and decided that, like every other aspect of my life, my job can either like it or piss off when it comes to who I am.

I and several of the folks I work with planned a happy hour last Friday.  Work has sucked terribly of late, given an increased work load and political stress that could choke a mule, so an evening of adult beverages with folks you don't mind seeing outside of the office seemed an appropriate way to spend an evening.

I have been struggling with this entire issue of presenting a façade at work for the convenience of the few at the top — it had become an arduous travail which threatened to push my stress levels to the "Postal" end of the spectrum.  By the time Friday evening had arrived, I had concluded that the entire veneer that was Jason at work had to become a thing of the past.

When I came out to my family and friends more than 10 years ago (early 1993 according to memory), it was traumatic at best.  I struggled for quite a while with how to say that I was gay, who to tell when (and who not to tell), and what impact such a revelation would have on my life.

Suffice it to say that I'm still suffering from the repercussions of that decision (I'll be sure to cover that drama in another post).  Despite that, I am who I am and I am happiest when I don't have to pretend to be someone else.

So, I came out to the folks I work with…  Interestingly I had not done so before, considering I've not kept my sexuality a secret since I came out in 1993.

Needless to say, I'm now waiting to see what if this will change anything.

I'm a strong-willed man and have dealt with many small-minded people, including many in my own family, but I have also been pleasantly surprised by the majority of people who couldn't care less that I'm gay.  Oddly enough, most guessed it long before I admitted it, and since then I have simply been open and honest if it came up or if something I wanted to say or do was going to reveal that aspect of my life.

Admittedly this has lifted a weight off of my shoulders, one which I didn't need in my life right now.  If something goes astray because the cat is now out of the bag, I'll accept it as evidence that narrow-minded bigots do still exist and will move on.

We'll see…

I meant to post this the other day but never got to it.  A new solar system was recently discovered that appears to have traits similar to our own, including a Jupiter-like planet orbiting a Sol-like star.  This is the first solar system discovered that has such similarities to our own, although many other planets have been discovered around distant stars.  This is just the the first time something resembling our own neck of the universe has been seen.  You can read the details by going here.

I’d like to wish all Americans a happy and safe Independence Day holiday and weekend.  Let us all remember what this day means and all of those who have given their lives so that we might celebrate it.  Our freedom is paramount even in the eyes of national security, and that’s what today is all about.

Yes, I finally got some pictures of me uploaded.  I've created two new categories in the gallery.  One is for all pictures of moi and is called Jason (there's an original thought, right?).  You'll find body shots, some of my piercings, and some more of my tattoos in the pictures I've added thus far.  Keep in mind I'm no photographer, so many of them were of the "gee, I hope this comes out" variety.  The second gallery is called Piercings and will include pictures of my (you guessed it) pierced pieces and parts.  There are currently a couple of pics of my nipple piercings, but I'll add to this section as I get more pictures and more piercings.  I'm hoping that having these pictures up here will inspire me to keep working out so I can post some progress pics in the near future, to keep working on my tattoos so I can post new pictures of them as I get more, and to continue with the new piercings I want to get (navel is next, as I've mentioned before).  Of course, the next major step is to get a digital camera…