I don’t always know what I’m going to say until I’ve said it (typed it, really, since I’m much better with the written word than I am the spoken).  Because I often care less about what I say and more about how I feel after I’ve said it, it’s difficult for me to always define a topic to fit what eventually takes form on the screen while I’m updating the site.  For that reason, I’ve decided to create a new topic, Ramblings, to be used for my personal synaptic spills which don’t fit neatly into other topics — or which really have nothing to do with anything except my emotional or psychological state.

Although I almost always remember the exact words of a conversation or of some portion of my mind which spills out onto a page (whether real or virtual), I more clearly remember how I feel afterward, hence the importance (to me, at least), of having put something in writing.

Since I am an incredibly emotional being, not to mention my staggering intellect (not to be mistaken with my enormous ego, right?), my Ramblings will encompass a great many aspects of my true self, although I do not possess a clear representation of what that means at present.  I simply realized that this site now provides me with an outlet which heretofore had not been available to me.

Since I find the release and comfort of communicating the things that are going on in my head (regardless of whether there is a recipient of that communication or not), I believe this “pseudo-blog-like-but-not-quite-the-same-thing” section of my site will be an excellent exercise for me.

I will promise you that this new section will not be an attempt to drag you through the drudgery of my day-to-day existence.  That would be entirely “yawn.”

I cannot promise, however, that it will not be a rollercoaster of content.  Unlikely to be updated daily, it’s bound to be as describable as the motion of a leaf caught in the wind — sporadic, random, almost definable before chaos once again takes the reins.

When it comes to this new section, simply remember that the only thing predictable about my personality is its unpredictability.  As I always say — expect the unexpected.

NASA announced Tuesday, February 25, that Pioneer 10, the first man-made spacecraft to venture outside of our solar system, had fallen silent after more than three decades and billions of miles in flight.  NASA does not plan to attempt further communication with the craft.

Launched March 2, 1972, Pioneer 10 was on a 21-month mission.  It was the first spacecraft to pass through the asteroid belt and continued on its way to Jupiter to obtain close-up images of the gas giant, then continued on its way toward the outer reaches of our solar system.

In 1983, it passed the orbit of Pluto — leaving our solar system behind and continuing toward the distant star Aldebaran (in the constellation Taurus).  At its current speed, it will take Pioneer 10 approximately 2 million years to reach the distant solar system.

Despite its planned mission, the spacecraft continued to transmit telemetry.  Because of its great distance from Earth, scientists continued to track it via its telemetry broadcasts as part of NASA's communication technology research for the future Interstellar Probe mission.  Even after ending its mission officially in 1997, the spacecraft continued sending telemetry and continued to be tracked.

On April 27, 2002, Earth received its final complete broadcast from Pioneer 10.

Even after it stopped sending full telemetry data, Jet Propulsion Laboratory's Deep Space Network was still able to track Pioneer 10 via faint broadcasts — the last of which occurred on January 22, 2003.  At the time of that broadcast, the spacecraft was 7.6 billion miles from Earth and had been traveling for almost 31 years.

From that distance, it took the signal, moving at the speed of light, approximately 11 hours and 20 minutes to arrive.  NASA and JPL report that the signals received on January 22 and the two previous signals were extremely faint.

The Deep Space Network made a final attempt at contact on February 7 of this year, but they heard nothing.  No further attempts will be made to contact the spacecraft.

Larry Asher, the Pioneer 10 project manager at NASA's Ames Research Center, said, "It was a workhorse that far exceeded its warranty, and I guess you could say we got our money's worth."

The Pioneer 10 spacecraft carries on it a gold plaque engraved with a map showing the location of Earth within our solar system.  The plaque also includes a message of goodwill.

You can find the official NASA press release and additional information about Pioneer 10 here.

I think my roommate sent this to me (forwarded from someone else).  I found it too hilarious not to share.

Although it tends to be too much about teenage angst and drama (akin to Dawson’s Creek and most other WB shows), Smallville surprised me with a fantastic episode ("Rosetta") on Tuesday, February 25.  This episode heralded the return of Christopher Reeve to the Superman genre, and I don’t believe it could have been handled in a better way.

Proving himself a grandee of acting, Christopher Reeve plays Dr. Swann, "a brilliant scientist who holds a message for Clark [Kent] from his home planet." When he sees a Kryptonian symbol on the side of the Kents' farm, Swann is able to finally piece together the information he’s compiled in his search for extraterrestrial life with a significant piece of the puzzle — Clark Kent (Tom Welling).  When the two eventually meet and Swann is able to share his information with the teenage Superman, it turns out to be a somewhat enlightening yet confusing experience for Clark.

Although fearful of a cheap reunion story designed solely to draw in viewers with Reeve's return to the Superman universe, I was entirely impressed with the story, production, and role that brought two separate "man of steel" generations together.

The revelations abound in this episode.  Clark learns of his lineage, origin, true name, the mystery surrounding Krypton's disappearance, his having been sent to our planet, and the realization that he is — genetically speaking — alone in the universe.  Further portions of the message from home are confusing for him, lending the drama we must expect from The WB.

With the Superman theme from the feature films reintroduced magically as background music during the exchange between Swann and Clark, the audience is swept into a moment of realization, discovery, and mystery — even though we already know all of the answers.

The episode ends with a public service announcement about the Christopher Reeve Paralysis Foundation which truly completed Reeve's triumphant return with an important reminder about this important project mixed with a taste of the sense of humor from Christopher that we were all accustomed to at one time (and it was very nice to see that side of him again).  There is even special mention on the CRPF site about the Smallville episode.

If you missed this episode on Tuesday, it will replay this Sunday, March 2, at 5:00 PM EST/PST (4:00 PM CST) on The WB.  It's definitely worth your time to watch it even if you aren't a Smallville fan.  To briefly remember the Superman from the big screen and to experience Christopher Reeve's triumphant return to acting, this episode is worth the investment of one hour of your time.