The hunter

My favorite insect in all the world.  A giant wasp.  Killer of behemoths.  Beautiful predator.  The hunter.

Male eastern cicada-killer wasp (Sphecius speciosus) perched on a leaf (2009_07_05_025991)

A colony of hundreds encircles my home, one so large as to dwarf by leaps and bounds the other four colonies within walking distance.

Male eastern cicada-killer wasp (Sphecius speciosus) perched on a leaf (2009_07_05_025999)

Gentle giants they are: beautiful, intimidating, leviathan creatures who have not a single malicious intent toward us simple apes.

Close-up of a male eastern cicada-killer wasp (Sphecius speciosus) perched on a leaf (2009_07_05_025997)

And for every dozen males leaping to and fro in the air, every territorial critter chasing anything that moves, a much larger female tends to the matter at hand: mate and multiply.

Male eastern cicada-killer wasp (Sphecius speciosus) perched on a cable box (20080609_06320)

The colonies stagger their lives across months, the first emerging from earthen slumber in June and the last in August, and each dies six to eight weeks later.

Male eastern cicada-killer wasp (Sphecius speciosus) perched on a leaf (2009_07_05_026001)

Yet in that small time they fill the world with beauty, with fear, with a spectacle no one can ignore.  For as I’ve always said, during the summer months I don’t need a large dog to keep my home safe.  I have gargantuan wasps instead!

Every hunter needs something to hunt, though.  Next: The hunted.

[photos are of male eastern cicada-killer wasps (Sphecius speciosus); the last photo was intentionally cross-processed; and no, I still do not have a macro lens, so I have to make do with technique instead of equipment]

Eyes in the dark

All I want to do is change the lens on the camera.  I pull off the 400mm telephoto lens, set the camera body in my lap, retrieve the smallest lens and put it on the camera.

Meanwhile, Vazra has taken station in front of the fireplace where he sits atop a box of computer supplies I temporarily pulled from its hiding place.  He watches me closely waiting for me to notice him and give him what he wants: some attention.

So I slip the smaller lens onto the camera, twist it into the bayonet mount until it locks into place, set the camera back in my lap and pin it down with my hand while I put the telephoto lens in its carrying case.

That’s when the shutter snaps.  Oops, I left the camera turned on…

A close-up of Vazra sitting in front of the fireplace (2009_03_01_011617)

I can’t imagine ever capturing a better mistake.  That the camera was level is miracle enough, but that it focused on Vazra and had settings adequate to capture his visage in a dark room surprised the bejeesus out of me.

Maybe I should try this technique more often.

Counting the stars

The blackened sky with its sea of stars drapes majestically overhead.  I see in it a cloak of twilight both delicately vast and enormously subtle.  Life and death take form in all corners of this tapestry, yet we occupy but one tiny speck of dust upon its face.

Then I count endless mountains that struggle to reach the heavens.  They can never know what rests beyond the realms they occupy, kingdoms of land built and destroyed by forces so powerful yet gentle as to lift skyward in eons more earth than humanity has ever moved.  I see their stoic forms held high above the plains, and I ponder.

Brushed against my cheek comes the wind, always shaping, always moving, always touching without being touched.  It brings with it warmth and cold with nary a concern.  To be as free as a summer breeze or as chilling as a winter gale…  I cannot help but be moved in light of such constant migration, such powerful strength.

And with each glance to and fro comes yet another discovery, another glimpse of nature’s countless wonders and unending strength.  What little we see here, we who live on this miniscule blue sphere dangling precariously in the hands of such a feeble tribe as humans.  Yet across distances unimaginable we find hope, if not for ourselves then for the cosmos, because what horrendous disasters we can visit upon our own world hardly threaten what remains in that which the universe holds gently, that which rests in ageless, infinite hands.

Perhaps the memory of us will be nothing more than a blink in cosmic eyes.  Perhaps the totality of what we continue destroying here means little in our own galaxy, let alone the depths of space that lie beyond it.  I nevertheless cannot help but wonder… and lament.  Such beauty rests within the confines of our planet.  Why then do we toss it all away?

So we dance upon this minute bauble traveling in the midst of a nondescript solar system, and we claim authority over that which we do not own, even as we fly our little lives amongst mundane planets.  Our world goes dark in silent whispers unheard by the nearest star, yet we destroy that which we did not create and which must sustain us and our kith and kin—for time foreseeable.

Do we not weep for what we do?  Or are we too blind in our selfish ambition to realize the horrors we perpetrate in the name of superiority?

I know not of this human compulsion to kill and maim.  I know not of this heartless rending of Earth in the name of progress, driven forth by greed and want.

I know only that the beauty that surrounds me disappears all too quickly, that we alone must take a stand to protect home and hearth, and that self-importance and indiscriminate desire serve no purpose other than to take from ourselves and our descendants that which can never be regained.

And so I look upon distant worlds as they waltz about distant stars, all with no care for our self-proclaimed dominance, and I hope inhabitants of those other places have grown more mature than my brethren.  Likewise, I hope they protected what could never be replaced if lost.

For we obviously have no intention of doing so.